February 2012
88 posts
2.27.2012
Torn to say this is one of the most special happy day in my life or one of the most painful day I’ve ever had…
It would’ve been perfect. But it wasn’t..
my heart is breaking.. I couldn’t even breathe.. :’(
I was about to type something like:
I love you but you just lost my trust.. and I will never trust you ever again..
But I realized I don’t have the right to say that to anyone..
What I truly feel matters to me and I want the people around me to know it, hoping they’d understand.
I just saw the cutest man i’ve ever seen in my entire life… Oh myyy gosshh ^_^ and he said hi to me :)))))
I’ll start reading news everyday! one article on the first day.., 2 on the second, and so on with a max of 7 and i’m gonna do IT!!!
I wish I don’t sleep
i feel scared… i feel like i’m gonna get chopped in a couple hours.. i just don’t wanna embarrass myself in front of a professional :( Dear Lord, help me.
I didn’t realize how easy it is to find my phone number online using the university as the resource.. @_#
It's because we're girls.
We get mad over the smallest reasons. We overanalyze everything. We feel a sense of jealousy when we see you talking to someone who has more to offer. We get sad at the thought of ever losing you. We start pointless arguments and fights, just to see if you care enough to stick around. We often say things we later regret. We want to know you care as much as we do. It’s because we’re girls, and we...
I miss sleeping right next to him… :( and everytime he complains about how i grind my teeth so loud when i sleep..
I miss ‘him’ … The ‘him’… Not just him
Sometimes, i feel like I can’t do this anymore :’(
I should just find someone else.. Cause we’re never gonna be together.. 3
I hate missing him like this :’(
snow...
it’s snowing outside and I don’t wanna get stuck here at the CUB though I don’t really wanna leave yet since I just got here like a couple hours ago.. Uhmmm.. I was planning to go to the REC BTW and hopefully I would still be able to go. Uhmmm..YEah…
writing...
…notes to people about how i feel is one of my favorites.. <3
I lost all the time I have to do this since I started college, but it’s not too late to do it again.. I’m excited..
I hope don’t get lazy.. :]
I want my future boyfriend to be a singerrr… gahhh!!!
I hate it when I get this feeling.. Cause I know something has happened or happening.. and I can’t do anything about it because what I have to offer is not enough.. I don’t like people telling me “I told you so”. Who I need is someone who would listen and just try to understand how I feel even if I don’t make sense..:’(
I hate Valentines Day.. and I hate how...
what i hate about you..
is that you’re too selfish sometimes.. and I hate how you make me happy one day, then you make me upset the next..
I feel worse today… Struggling to survive in econs right now while breathing thru my mouth and wiping my runny nose like crazy… I feel so sick and gross :’(